Wednesday, February 11, 2015

Single Mom fears

being a single mama I have natural fears of something happening to me and who is going to take care of my baby. Who do I trust? How do I prevent her going to her drunk father or going into the system.
I have a fear of something happening to me while it's just her and I in our apartment and no one being around to help if something happens to me and Kaeley is left alone. Do I make a living will on who gets Kaeley in case something does happen....does a living will have power over her Father getting rights? I guess I'm going to have to seek legal advice and see what I need to do....I just want my little girl to be safe and happy and healthy <3

Happy. Just Happy.

Today I can finally breath. I've got my finances in a row with employment from being a Nanny. I feel so lucky I can be a full time single Mommy and keep a roof over our head while raising my daughter. It's a great feeling that I have this opportunity to do this and help raise other peoples children.

I LOVE that I get to breast feed without any problems. It was a MAJOR challenge at first and hurt a lot but I worked through the pain and now I love breast feeding. I have more than enough milk to give to my baby and I love that it's making her a healthy little girl.

We are doing baby genius dvd's and she loves it...we sing and dance and laugh and play, I don't just set her in front of the TV and let her zone. We are also attending Mommy and Me classes at the local Library. I feel like along with being a Nanny she is getting the social skills at the classes.

We get outside every single day. We either go to the park to swing and watch other kids play or we go for a walk on the beach....we are also going to the pool a lot and get in the water. she loves playing and splashing in the water.

I love being a Mommy, it's been such an amazing experience. Every single part I love...I can't stop looking at her and smiling. I have on average two to three people a day stop me and tell me how happy I look. I've been so blessed to have such an amazing, cute, well behaved and HAPPY baby.